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Saturday, January 17, 2009

I feel like..

I have to post. Except, I don't know what to post about. The boys left early this morning to go clean the scout house, the girls are folding laundry and watching t.v., and I have the opportunity to enjoy some quiet in my room for a change.

My thoughts are all over the place. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to enjoy this quiet, but I probably should be cleaning something. The dead grass outside keeps finding it's way in the house. I swept 7 times yesterday. I know it needs it now. I could mop. I could vacuum, dust. I did start some laundry. I could do all these things, yet I want to enjoy this quiet. But I can't keep my mind quiet.

So I sit here, posting about nothing really. Just fleshing it all out. I have to work tonight. On days when I work there is a constant clock ticking in my mind. I have to be there at 5 pm. So all day long I am thinking, I'm running out of time for this or that..I only have 5 hours or 3 hours or 2 hours until I go to work. Ugh. I love my work though. I enjoy it. We have a new girl, young. She's in concession with me. She talks a lot. She talks a lot about other people. She claims to be Wiccan but she believes in God. I find her very interesting. A contradiction. She is helping me (without knowing it) mind my tongue. She is helping me(in a weird way) learn how to avoid gossiping. It's not always easy and I don't always make it, but she's teaching me. It's OJT.

Okay..my daughter has come to find me. No more rambling posting here. Gotta go. Blessings on your day!


Sarah (JOT) said...

What is OJT? Am I a dumdum or is that not obvious? Sorry!

Dawn said...

You are not a dumdum. OJT is On The Job Training.


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