I feel like..

I have to post. Except, I don't know what to post about. The boys left early this morning to go clean the scout house, the girls are folding laundry and watching t.v., and I have the opportunity to enjoy some quiet in my room for a change.

My thoughts are all over the place. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to enjoy this quiet, but I probably should be cleaning something. The dead grass outside keeps finding it's way in the house. I swept 7 times yesterday. I know it needs it now. I could mop. I could vacuum, dust. I did start some laundry. I could do all these things, yet I want to enjoy this quiet. But I can't keep my mind quiet.

So I sit here, posting about nothing really. Just fleshing it all out. I have to work tonight. On days when I work there is a constant clock ticking in my mind. I have to be there at 5 pm. So all day long I am thinking, I'm running out of time for this or that..I only have 5 hours or 3 hours or 2 hours until I go to work. Ugh. I love my work though. I enjoy it. We have a new girl, young. She's in concession with me. She talks a lot. She talks a lot about other people. She claims to be Wiccan but she believes in God. I find her very interesting. A contradiction. She is helping me (without knowing it) mind my tongue. She is helping me(in a weird way) learn how to avoid gossiping. It's not always easy and I don't always make it, but she's teaching me. It's OJT.

Okay..my daughter has come to find me. No more rambling posting here. Gotta go. Blessings on your day!